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I doubt I'll be out in the few coming weeks cuz I'll be home studyin like a good boi for once since exams are in like a months time or so. huhuhu.. I've always hated exams. I just wanna get over and be done with exams but at the same time I really dont want that very day to arrive cuz im fcukin hell not prepared at all -_-.. Ah well, who said I aint gonna screw up anyway? The angelic side of me is telling me to go in my room pick up a book and study cuz the big exam is coming.. But the devilish side of me is telling me to screw everything and do whatever I feel like doing despite whatever's goina happen the next day or the month after. And I happen to always listen to the devilish side of me. That explains why im here rite now.
I sometimes lie in bed thinkin and worrying at the same time bout the future. About what holds for me tomorrow and the next few years. Whats goina happen to me? Am i goina be somebody? Will i ever graduate? Considering the results im kinda stuck with rite now.. I dont think so. Put it this way.. Im a lifeless bastard wasting my whole life down the drain x) Like my tuition teacher said.. "If you really want that goal, you've gotta totally change yur way of life and yur studying attitude. Try leaving the pc alone for a month or so. It wont grow wings and fly away. Sitting in yur room for a few hours opening a book isn't really that hard indeed. Rite?" So i guess studying never really worked for me. Tried opening a book and study for a decent 2 hours but I always end up drooling on the book instead of reading it. Im still trying tho :)
I had to go for this wedding dinner this evening cuz my granma's ~> sister's ~> daughter is getting married =D see it aint that complicated after all.. As usual relatives were all around and what i get from them are usually the same all everytime i see em.. Its always bout me growing taller. I kinda get bored of listening to the same thing already but heck im a sucker for compliments. =P Im goina head for the covers now since i can barely lift my eyelids already.. -_-
Right now im just missing 'you'. More than you'll ever know. <3
I doubt I'll be out in the few coming weeks cuz I'll be home studyin like a good boi for once since exams are in like a months time or so. huhuhu.. I've always hated exams. I just wanna get over and be done with exams but at the same time I really dont want that very day to arrive cuz im fcukin hell not prepared at all -_-.. Ah well, who said I aint gonna screw up anyway? The angelic side of me is telling me to go in my room pick up a book and study cuz the big exam is coming.. But the devilish side of me is telling me to screw everything and do whatever I feel like doing despite whatever's goina happen the next day or the month after. And I happen to always listen to the devilish side of me. That explains why im here rite now.
I sometimes lie in bed thinkin and worrying at the same time bout the future. About what holds for me tomorrow and the next few years. Whats goina happen to me? Am i goina be somebody? Will i ever graduate? Considering the results im kinda stuck with rite now.. I dont think so. Put it this way.. Im a lifeless bastard wasting my whole life down the drain x) Like my tuition teacher said.. "If you really want that goal, you've gotta totally change yur way of life and yur studying attitude. Try leaving the pc alone for a month or so. It wont grow wings and fly away. Sitting in yur room for a few hours opening a book isn't really that hard indeed. Rite?" So i guess studying never really worked for me. Tried opening a book and study for a decent 2 hours but I always end up drooling on the book instead of reading it. Im still trying tho :)
I had to go for this wedding dinner this evening cuz my granma's ~> sister's ~> daughter is getting married =D see it aint that complicated after all.. As usual relatives were all around and what i get from them are usually the same all everytime i see em.. Its always bout me growing taller. I kinda get bored of listening to the same thing already but heck im a sucker for compliments. =P Im goina head for the covers now since i can barely lift my eyelids already.. -_-
Right now im just missing 'you'. More than you'll ever know. <3
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