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Its been awhile. .

Well to me it has.. Im updating this in a cafe. Modem at home is down and 1 day without connection could kill me but I guess im just gonna have to live with it :( huhuhu. I guess i wont be blogging unless a miracle would so bring my poor modem back alive.

Nothing really happened these few days so im not really gonna state anything else. Im feeling dreadfully tired rite now. 30 mins of sleep isn't really gonna make me last for the day. @$#%!^ @!#*

Cant think right rite now. Not gonna write anymore. Wont be updating this shyte till god knows when. I need a cigeratte.

>out<

sweet~..

Connection at home has been crap these days. Must've been something wrong with my modem or something cuz the speed is like 6.0 mgps. It was 1.0 this afternoon. Took me 5 mins just load blogger.com -_- god that ate alotta time.


I went to mv yesterday :D.. Oh wait, its day before yesterday.

Got there at 9am in the morning feeling rather tired and sleepy cuz i havent slept for the past 24 hours. Nothing felt better than a cigeratte and a cup of coffee at starbucks after being deprived from sleep. I felt a lil less dead after that :D. Then headed to ezone while waiting for my baby to come. Met her later on and our day started. We started hanging out walkinaroundgoinformoviescheckinoutshtuffbumintofriends. Im not gonna go into details :)

Dropped by at Amcorp later on and bumped into a few of my friends and my jiE.. Yeh my pet sis and she had this bandage over her left eye. Its like she just arrived from ww3. You can see the blood clog in her 'so scary' eyeball (o) <~ [does this look like an eyeball?] and im like "wtf did Alfred do this time? -_-". But this time he wasnt the cause of it.. haha. She got pushed by a friend of mine who wanted to save her ass from getting knocked by a car. And somehow ended up in the drain. *ouch* I kinda caught up with things with me and a couple of my friends. Dun think I'll be hangin with em till exam ends. I ran into Vince when I was on the way down to get home and I was like "waSsup?.." and the 3 of us pretty much chilled and talk nonsense for awhile then.. Yep.. Me, Vince and Dunhills. =D I got screwed cuz i was late for dinner :(


Its err,.. Monday today.. I think. I've always hated Mondays I dont know why. Probably its because the most boring day of the week? That explains why I was stonning to MTV the whole goddamned afternoon. Maybe im just really not a Monday person.. -_-. But heck im deffinately a Saturday person. :D


>ouT<

insomnia

Rain is pouring outside..


Its approximately 6.02am in the morning rite now and im fuckin awake. Im a real pig when it comes to sleeping but tonight was fairly odd. Maybe Mr Sandman can put me to bed but he's probably too busy snoring in bed having wonderful dreams about Mrs.

Been laying in bed since 4am staring at the ceiling watching the fan go round and round and round and round and... I just cant help thinking of tomorrow. Im seeing 'her' tomorrow :D.. !@#&$%^!#&!@#. Couldnt be happier.


But..


I still needa sleep.. :(

Can I get you off my mind for just one sec? So I can fall asleep just to have enough energy to see you 3hours later? <3

!@#%^!$#!%^&!@%#!

im...





missing...





you...





so...





badly...





rite..





now.. =(






<3

o.O"

I've recently been skipping school for like 2 weeks now and this is gonna be the 3rd one. Schools at this time of the year are more likely now wasting their students time on school activities that are organized by school teachers blablabla. Which I can say is totally crap. And not forgetting its the fasting month for them malays. So i decided to take some time off studying at home hopefully it'll do some good rather than wasting my sleeping hours in school :D (which isn't really working anyway).


I had this real weird dream last nite which happen to wake me up around 5am in the morning. It was freezing cold. Woke up and walked to the toilet to take a leak. Walked back into my room. Tucked myself under the warm covers. And the weird dream continued.. x.X It was so goddamned weird i cant even remember correctly what exactly happened. Whats left in my mind are only bits and pieces of the whole dream. If i remembered correctly there wuz exactly two different parts of it.. with my baby chlöe even in it o.O" it kinda went on for pretty long actually which had me waking up at 1pm in the afternoon. I then fear of even goin back to sleep tho i was really tired x( I didnt want anymore dreams to get any weirder so i headed down lookin for grub :D ..whathefuck is with me and weird dreams? Thats a question that i longed to ask myself ever since i had my first one. Which was probably back when i was a kid. I cant remember anyways.


I dont think i shall explain about what exactly had happened in that very weird dream of mine cuz most of you's will probably go * wtf? o.O"" * Hopefully no weird dreams tonite. I just need a decent goodnite sleep goddamnit. I havent been smoking for like lets see.. 2 whole days i think.. Lets see if i can last till next week.. x_X

will the crumpled up paper be perfect again?

winamp: Matchbook Romance - Your Stories, My Alibis


I doubt I'll be out in the few coming weeks cuz I'll be home studyin like a good boi for once since exams are in like a months time or so. huhuhu.. I've always hated exams. I just wanna get over and be done with exams but at the same time I really dont want that very day to arrive cuz im fcukin hell not prepared at all -_-.. Ah well, who said I aint gonna screw up anyway? The angelic side of me is telling me to go in my room pick up a book and study cuz the big exam is coming.. But the devilish side of me is telling me to screw everything and do whatever I feel like doing despite whatever's goina happen the next day or the month after. And I happen to always listen to the devilish side of me. That explains why im here rite now.


I sometimes lie in bed thinkin and worrying at the same time bout the future. About what holds for me tomorrow and the next few years. Whats goina happen to me? Am i goina be somebody? Will i ever graduate? Considering the results im kinda stuck with rite now.. I dont think so. Put it this way.. Im a lifeless bastard wasting my whole life down the drain x) Like my tuition teacher said.. "If you really want that goal, you've gotta totally change yur way of life and yur studying attitude. Try leaving the pc alone for a month or so. It wont grow wings and fly away. Sitting in yur room for a few hours opening a book isn't really that hard indeed. Rite?" So i guess studying never really worked for me. Tried opening a book and study for a decent 2 hours but I always end up drooling on the book instead of reading it. Im still trying tho :)


I had to go for this wedding dinner this evening cuz my granma's ~> sister's ~> daughter is getting married =D see it aint that complicated after all.. As usual relatives were all around and what i get from them are usually the same all everytime i see em.. Its always bout me growing taller. I kinda get bored of listening to the same thing already but heck im a sucker for compliments. =P Im goina head for the covers now since i can barely lift my eyelids already.. -_-


Right now im just missing 'you'. More than you'll ever know. <3

another day out *with a very weird morning*

Thank god the connection in my house is up.. well for the meantime. At least i get to update myself with more music to download =D and ofcourse to blog so that u get to listen to whatever crap i have to say.

I sorta 'picked' up a phone call from my uncle at 7 sumthin in the morning cuz he has to wake me so that i get a free ride from him to town. But the amazing thing was.. I dont remember picking up any calls this morning!! -_- I must've been pretty knocked out last nite.

So a curious bastard like me is eager to ask him bout it cuz he didnt wake me up and made me rush my ass in the bathroom.


Nick: I thought u were suppose to wake me up? -_-

Uncle: Huh? I did.. Around 7.30am I called and you answered waht..

Nick: I did?? o_O

Uncle: Yeah,,, you were mumbling bout sumthin i cant really remember tho.

Nick: But i didnt pick up any calls this morning also..

Uncle: *glares at me shakes his head and continues driving*

Nick: -___-


Yep, he thinks im bullshytin him..



I happened to be in a few places several times today which is why im so tired rite now and feeling like a dying man. Firstly i got off at kj lrt station.. then off to KL Sentral *to get to mv*, Mid Valley *to chill at ezone while waitin for her* well there's nothing else i can do at 9 in the morning, KL Sentral again *to meet up with ChloE*. KLCC *hang out*, KL Sentral *to get to mv*, Mid Valley *err.. we wanted to get sum shtuff*.. =Pp kinda fun.. <3

Yep,, and i finally got myself a new pair of shoes =D no more walkin in those shoes that doesnt fit no more. It was a pain. I got some other shtuff that i wanted to get as well since im not sure if i'll be out in these couple of weeks due to the coming exams.


Goddamnit..

morning~..

I happened to woke up at 4am in the morning cuz a bunch of lowlife monkeys who cant get any sleep at that kinda hour started setting off fireworks around the neighbourhood for some reason.. -____- . Dogs were barking. Neighbours were waking up. Fireworks were goin on fer like 15 mins. And I doubt i'll be getting any sleep with all that disturbance goin on out there. Wut a fuct up neighbourhood.


I so happened to dose off and got out of bed around 1pm.. I walked into the bathroom to take a leak then looked myself in the mirror and see a zombiefied Nick with white patches around my mouth and I thought to myself *man i must've been drooling alot last nite* -_-.

Im not really gonna write anything today since I've got nothing to write about so I'll leave it till here for u people. Have fun.. =D

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It wuz Saturday. Bah.. Another day of waking up at 7am in the mornin cuz i needa meet Vince early in da mornin for a drink to talk bout sum shtuff. There goes the sleeping hours but at least i had 4 hours of it. =D lol.


Amazingly Vince wuz early! and already waitin fer me at Taman Jaya Lrt around 8 sumthin*claps*. First time he's ever made his ass be sumwhere this early in the morning. Heck, i was afraid i might be too early and waitin for him draggin his slow ass there.. xD. Off to Amcorp Mall mamak fer a drink. The place to be in the mornin when everything else in the mall is closed. =p Headed off to Mid Valley around 10am. Ai Leen and Shiao Jeeng then came. Things didnt go exactly like how i imagined it would be cuz there wuz sumone missing. lol Anyway, we watched Into The Blue. The movie is not bad i have to admit. Ocean. Scuba diving. Treasure huntin. Sharks. And ofcourse Jessica Alba lookin sizzling hawt.. =P plus an extra scene of a gurl beside me yelling during 'scary shark attack' parts cuz she was imagining herself in the movie.. xD yes you Sj.


I met Chloe rite after the movie at Coffee Bean's while Vince and the others went wandering sumwhere else. Accompanied Chloe with her laptop of hers messing around with my msn buggin the shyte out of my lil bro and some few other peepz online. lol it was kinda hilarious cuz i wasnt the one on my account. Sj and Al then left. So me and Chloe walked around with Vince searchin for sumthin he wanted to get for someone's birthday. Im not goina state every single thing that happened in detail alrite cuz thats just plain -_- if you get what i mean. It got late. everyone had to split and head fer home and lived hapily ever after :)

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So its another one of those sleepless nights. *yawn*


I hardly got to sleep last nite.. In fact i didnt get any sleep at all. I happened to went to bed around 5am and find myself tossing and turning cuz i couldnt fall asleep.. I was just so damn sleepy but i cant figure out wth has been keeping me awake all nite. Hours passed.. I took a glance outside my window and to find that the sun is rising and im like.. *omfg, wut am i doin awake? -_-* that kinda thing.

It was soon daylight and i wuz still lyin in bed glaring at that so pretty ceiling of mine hoping for something that could just knock me out of my contious self.

I then fell asleep around 1pm and woke up at 3.. grrr... God knoes wtf's wrong with myfuckinself. Slacked around for sum time then did some of my usual routines at home. I've tuition at 6 so yeah i betta run cuz ive a load of undone homework on the table waiting to be done. No doubt i wont be able to concentrate considering the amount of sleep i had. Im feeling rather crap rite now. Nick out..


Bleh...

yawn**

waking up at 3pm this afternoon wuz not exactly wut i had in mind.. i must've been real tired.. woke up and to find my stereo still playing the same ATB album over and over again cause it was set on replay and i forgot to change it before i passed out. -_- bummer~.. felt rather hungry after rolling left n right on my bed over and over again on my so comfortable king sized bed in my iglu like room. then into the bathroom to wash up and down to get some grub.

sittin in front of my pc rite now browsing around my winamp and editing some photos. heading fer tuition later at 8pm is one of the things i hate to do on a lazy holiday but heck, spm's on its way to murder me in a month's time x(.. everything was fast.. never even thought it would'nt last.

urgh~..

winamp: Adema - Giving In *im addicted to it* the mtv rawkz as well.


im so goddamned tired i dun even know why im even here. apparently miss chloë here fell asleep before i did.. =P i prolly just felt like bloggin after sumtime. its a day out fer me today with my baby. quality time spent together :) my feet kinda hurt tho due to hours of walkin around blindly in the mall with these shoes of mine that doesnt fit.. i needa new pair of shoes. =/ The Longest Yard is a not too bad movie i have to admit.


kinda sick of this damn pc.. it doesnt listen to me anymore =( thats cuz a motherfuckin virus named Trojan has taken over now and i doubt he'll let me have full control back x) amazing how my msn and the rest of the shtuff still works huh.. Trojan is being kind. lol, but the connection is still as fuct as ever.. *to all u people that wonders* prolly goina keep me away from the net for sumtime..


happened to wake up at around 7am in the mornin cuz i the only transport i have to town wuz my neighbour's and he had to leave for work around 8.. had 4 hours of sleep. i'll bear with it x) wuz at kj lrt in the mornin about 9am.. a lady came up to me saying she wuz from sum church nearby.. heck shes a hardcore believer in Jesus i swear. she started talkin bout god constantly for 30mins.. i didnt even got a chance to say that im not a christian =x.. didnt wanna be rude or anything so yeah.. 30mins with that lady with wut she has to say.. after hearing her out my heart and soul is filled with err.. *how do i put it* holyness shall i say? it only lasted 5mins tho.. hey- i cant help being a sinner.. x)


to all peepz that are currently havin their pmr... no point putting hopes in gettin the A's cuz im rite here prayin real hard so that u guys fail!! =x hahah lol nah im kiddin.. all the best guys. dun screw up.

its 12.41am now.. freezing cold.. i shall head for the covers.. =) nite everyone.. nite Trojan.. *u bastard*

alas

i meant to blog sooner but i wuz feelin totally lik shyte.. lyin in bed fer 2 days with a major migrane , flu and a slight fever.. its due to sleepin for few minutes with soaking wet clothes right under a freezing cold air cond.. :) but im all good now.. here's a lil here and there bout wut happened last saturday..

-pool party- x) wuz celebratin may yan's, mei ern's and yan ting's burfdays.. it was a blast. everyone had fun. i had fun.. everyone wuz wet.. sum people got hurt.. especially shiao jeeng! she wuz d fragile one there.. =P and of course vince had to put on sumthin hilarious which wuz these two huge boobs actin lik jolene xD

lol. everyone wuz wild.. and may yan came flyin frm the poolside to d pool hittin hard on my head.. *dats how my headache started* hope her jaw is fine.. she got drunk as well, and so did yt.. told her not to drink so much =/ considering that she's allergic to alchohol.. and gosh it wuz pretty hard to get may yan to =x when shes drunk.. a bottle of ice water did the job. x) went mamakin afterwards at around 4am then to hilton hotel to chill.. and pat wuz checkin out chicks!. ahha =x

everyone wuz tired.. back to the appartment to zZzzzz~ slept for 5 mins.. and it wuz time fer breakfast =D everyone went home after that.. so yeah.. had a blast.. tho i lost my shoes lol.. i guess sumthin else numbed that feeling of losing those shoes. x)

its a sat and im home.. take a guess, im grounded.. hopefully free time will be used studyin than sleepin or being on the pc.. zZzzzzzz~ *im goina miss you*


its 3.08am now and im signin out.. cheers everyone.