Fort Minor - Where'd You Go

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,

Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...


Its a pretty nice song.. Go download it if you guys haven't heard it~...
Actually, go get the album.. It would be better if you guys would support the group/band x)

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Okay so here are a few pix from national service that i picked out.. I was gonna post em up earlier but i guess i've been busy or i've forgotten all bout it.. well, here they are..

Hair shaving ceremony.. lol everyone else waiting for their turn to turn bald.. xP

DiGi's 016 line kinda sucks at that part of the area cuz its in the middle of nowhere. This is what you could do though.

Me and Kam Leong.. I look so dead...


Woo hoo~! We're heading home after 1 week of camp for Hari Raya Haji. 4 days baybeh!. It felt like heaven.

Horseshoe shape?.. from left~ Johann, Yi Jieh, Mark, Estaffan, Kam Leong

That right there is Mark. Sleeps and drools lik a pig..

Edmund Lee Yin Loong - "Raja Toceng". He brought 'Art of Seduction' to camp.. omfg x_X

This is the shyte we were served at camp

haha then came this new chinese trainer.. and we were allowed to eat at hawker stalls after praying sessions at the temple on sundays.. xD

"oh man~.. after all the weeks of eating shyty camp food, i think i really deserve this prawn mee" x)

That's Johann.. the football maniac.. all he ever reads in the papers is the sports section. xP

More Edmund.. ~ xD

Me and Jolene..

This is dorm C.. at 5 in the am..

Breakfast~..

Top row, L-R .. Nicholas Ting, Nickolas Foo xD, Mark, Yi Jieh. 2nd row, L-R.. June, Jue Shea, Yi Ching. 3rd row, L-R.. Christina, Estaffan, Johann. This was during Hari Sastera and Kebudayaan,.. I think. And i was playin this jap army.. hahah

-the gurls-.. L-R.. Yi Ching, June, Jue Shea, Yee Peng, Christina.

yeah, same group.

Yi Jieh, Me, June =)

.... =]

This is the dude that comes across every guys dorm in the morning, yelling and screwin' the shyte outta everyone who's late. Cikgu Mano is what we call him.

Ong (King Kong) and me..

Harish, brushing up his boots a lil..

Our certificates.. :D Wondering why we're in our uniforms? closing ceremony.. =]

Careen and Jackie. They look so cute together.

Ya Wen and Careen.. =] smile smile*

awwh....~

Honestly, i dont know any of their names.. apart from June, Christina and Shei Pei.. lol She's the one on the far right.

Group pic.. :)

Me and Kam Leong.

Jolene and Ya Wen.. =)

Ong and Me.

Thats a commando right there wearing a beret. Cikgu Dollah. Our worst nightmare. Cikgu Samsuddin in white.. still serving in the police force. Real funny guy. Nxt to him, Wan Kamaruddin. All he ever says is "turun 50"..

Thats Yi Jieh, posing for the cam. haha i swear this shot is so retarded.

My platoon leader - Firdaus and me. Real funny guy. One of my smoking kaki's in camp.. x)

Kam Leong and me.. Puffin awayyy~..

the -nicks-

Edmund.. posing for the cam ;) his place is somehow the messiest.

Ze Tong.. cocktalker#1. The man with a whole lotta brains and a mouth you can never fight..lol. He made so far, 2 gurls cried in camp xD..

Pringles?

June: "how long do we have to hold this smile?" chris: "i dont know, nick's camera phone is starting to get on my nerve!" *smile smile* .. haha

Me, Ong, Eng Seng, Nick T. [last night of camp]

Last day of camp. 7 in the mornin~

"Wake up bitch!... We're goin home~!" :D

my dormmates~ Me, Amsyar, I Dunno, Jackie, Fauzi. Others were busy packing x(

Checking outta camp. Home sweet home~

Oh god, my fingers hurt from all that clicking.

I wish i had pix from the activities but sadly phones were only allowed during weekends and i didnt bring my cam. :( So here's all there is.

bummer~..

uRgh..



Guess what?.. SPM results are out! I didn't really did too good though.. :( Results?.. i got a C5 for bahasa m'sia, A1 for english, D7 for moral, C6 for economics, D7 for maths, C5 for science, G9 for history and accounts. [yea u can laugh at me now] *cry*


I didn't exactly went to school to get it cuz i was heading out so i had my mom to get fer me. Got to Mid Valley at around 11ish and waited fer Dave and Vince to get their arses here. Dave didn't really had any trouble gettin there but Vince kinda messed with the KTM on his way here so he really got us waiting with 2 bottles of beer and stonning like fags at brewball -_-. We went fer pool and Final Destination 3 after that.. The movie wasn't too bad, loadsa blood and gore :D Which got Dave laughing everytime someone gets dies in the movie i dont know why -_- .sick. God,.. its been awhile since i went to the movies. I missed out alot when i was at camp. So many movies to watch so little time.. =/


After Dave left me and Vince headed up to Boulevard Hotel and had a drink. Okay we had drink(s).... which cost us RM110. A jug of Margarita and a jug of Sangria.. Vince did a great job spilling half of the Margarita while pouring it to our glasses. Well, cant blame him cuz it was too damn frozen. First came nothing then came everything. Sweet~.. thats 55 bucks goddamnit -_-
I was pretty much a goner when we were about to head home. Vince was a lil tipsy but he's okay. As soon as i got home i had my dad naggin bout my results. Sigh. No, i didnt get 8A's and no i didnt get 5 credits.. I've got 2 fails and 4 credits for your information. And okay, 1 miserable distinction. I knew i had to face the music somehow. Never thought i had to do it in that kinda status though.


-_-


I crashed and fell into a slumber minutes l8er..

update 101

Jesus, i hadn't had this much sleep in a pretty long time. -_-


I haven't updated this thing in a month now.. Don't really know what to write though. Well, here goes nothing..


Every morning back in camp im woken up by the annoying sound of people banggin on those metal lockers at 5 in the am trying to wake everyone up. Half awake i see everyone else walking up and down from the loo and already getting changed.. That's when i.. eventually wake up and tell myself that im fucking late..


It felt great being back home again. Ya know,.. all the necessities you usually get back home? You've no idea how much i miss my bed. Long sleeping hours, good grub, bumming around, watching mtv all day, hangin out with my mates.. [i could go on forever]..


Oh the joy of being a slacker. .

Im the worst motherfucker that ever set foot on this earth -_-



So national service was urmm,.. how do i put it?.. 'Unforgettable'?.. yeah, its definately an unforgettable bittersweet experience.. the fact that you and yur mates are living under the same roof for 2 months doin everything together was truly something new. I even met a few of my ex school mates there. Not to mention bathing in the same bathrooms together in our underwears and having waterfights.. haha, i always seem to leave the bathroom half deaf during then.. t'was pure fun!. [I think i've a few videos with us runnin around in our skin. xD] And i washed my own clothes for the 1st time in my life!.. yes people.. i dont do the laundry.. there's something called the 'washing machine' which usually gets the job done but at camp i dont exactly have a choice do i? Did i mention?.. ciggies cost around 2 - 4 bucks per stick. This dude who's is a friend of mine made quite a profit tryin to sell a load to the malay dudes out of the 10 boxes of fags he brought in. haha Well, i had nothing to complain about...im already getting free fags! =Pp


Then there's this friend of mine, the messiest dude in the dorm. Real weird and funny guy who claims to have wanked in every single guys dorm's bathroom. sick aint it? We call him 'ah loong bukit beruntung'.. and sometimes 'raja toceng'.. lol most of the laughs come from him. The things he say are just funnie in different ways. He really cracks everyone up. All to all he's a nice guy who luvs gurls.. alot ;) One dude everyone will remember and miss when they get home..


Actually many other random shtuff happened thruout the weeks.. Its either they're way too many shtuff to tell about or im just too lazy to tell you all about it.. I'll just pass.. :) Physical acitivites there were fun in a way.. [despite doing it under the burning hot sun] not that what we're doing was fun but t'was who you're doing it with. Most of them activities lets you work as a team and thats the main purpose of it all. Oh how i miss marching under the hot sun.. yeh, it was pure pain in the arse~.. Then came Wirajaya.. the last activity of all. We were to camp out in the jungle and complete tasks given to us different teams. We surivived.. but our team didnt win.. =/ how sad. I even slit my finger trying to chop some stupid tree. It bled like hell all over the forest grounds even i got freaked out. T'was a pretty deep one. Will prolly leave a scar and remind me of where I was for 3 months. Hmm~..

Soon came the last day of camp..

You've no idea how happy everyone was after the closing ceremony ended.. all us trainees were overjoyed, dancing and shtuff.. Everyone was crazy bout taking pictures and asking for each others numbers hoping they'll see each other again *tear tear*. Later in the evening karaoke session started and the whole camp practically boogied all nite/morning long. Well, its the last day and they wanted everyone to have as much fun so camp rules are exceptional :D. Me and my mates were up talking all night long till it was time to send our friends from sabah and sarawak off to KLIA cuz they were departing in the morning around 5 or 6. Tears starts rolling down our cheeks.. Everyone has to go our own seperate ways and say our goodbyes.. :'( T'was real sad seein them leave after all the months spent together. Soon the peepz from terenggannu had to leave on their bus ride back home as well.. Selangor only left at 9am later in the morning so we kinda got a few hours of shuteye. It felt like minutes though. T'was 8am and we all had to leave on our busses.. *tear tear* :'( we started hugging and greeting everyone farewell.. It was really a moment. I crashed right after i got home..


Now here i am, home, rejuvenated, sittin here writtin a lil something about camp if you guys are wondering..

Pics will be up as soon as i get my mmc reader back.. :)

home shweet home~

yay~.. im home!!





i'll say no more.. im gonna get sum sleeeep..






bye people..