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Its been the 3rd day of my holiday since I got back from camp.. God, time really flies when you're not noticing. 2 more days and off i go.. back to the isolated camp to finish off my 1 and a half months of bitter agony. I guess im gonna have to leave my baby again~.. :(


DAMN YOU KHIDMAT NEGARA.. !!



So its chinese new years.. a celebration where all the good food, good fireworks, and ang pau's with big $$$ come in for us chinese. As it has always been, a big reunion between relatives from all over and cousins over at granpa's place. And as i predicted, I've had questions coming from all over about "How was national service?" "What activities do you have there?" "Is it tough/torturing?" "What time do you guys wake up over there?". There are only a certain number of times I can repeat the same thing over and over again ya know. Im not a freakin tape recorder where you can always press 'rewind' for pete sake -_-". God knows how many times have i repeated everything over and over again bout camp.


I'll be headin to granny's tonight for dinner. I missed my granma's cooking already. Her dishes are wonderful. Some of the best homecook dishes I've tasted in my 17 years of being alive. Somehow I prefer granma's cooking than my mom's. lol~ Her dishes are always to my liking. Granma loves me ^-^


Im missing my hunnie bee right now.. tho i just saw her like 6 hours ago. I've been thinkin of her every single day ever since i stepped into camp.. I guess really dearly missed her. Seeing her today was great x). And she wrote me this really sweet diary of January since my presence was gone. T'was really sweet of her.. =3 Its the 30th of January.. Our 4th month aniversarry.. Hopefully I'll be seeing her today again, or any other day, before i head back to camp.. my baby boo~.. <3

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Winamp: HIM - Wings Of A Butterfly


Im back again for Chinese New Years.. :D only 5 days of holidays though.. blahh.. At least its better than none. The days at camp seemed kinda long cuz everyone had to wake up at 5 every fuckin morning.. and when you think its like 12 in the arvo on usual days back home, its like 9.30 am for us in camp and we're just about to have our 2nd meal of the day out of 6 meals and a whole tiring day ahead of us.. So yeah, everyone was like praying that time passed asap and counting down the days to the 27th so we could all come home and pamper ourselves with the necessities we need.. I havent got off the pc chair ever since I got home apart from going to the loo.. :P

lol.. I'll blog l8er.. Mood's kinda shaky..

im baCk!

For the meantime..


The big guys at national service gave us a few days off for hari raya haji so I'll most probably be around for a few days. I should be heading back to camp on the 11th though. Camp isn't soooo bad after all. It was kinda fun in a way after getting to know some friends and getting used to the place. I got used to bathing in cold water, shyty food, shutting my eyes at 11 and wakin up at 4.30 the next morning and marching/morning exercise every 7am. I always end up falling asleep in those motivation classes and speeches they give l8er in the noon though. Those people really speak like those daily news you hear over the radio which is a bore after sometime and tends to talk everyone to sleep. Public phones there too seems to be everyones main attraction.

So the real activities only starts next week. I cant wait. :D


My mom's being a bitch. Dont feel like Im home no more. I feel like getting outta this house and seeing my baby. I havent seen her for a week but it seemed like a month to me.. =/ I missed her already. One of the reasons why I was so happy bout coming home was to see her..

Leaving her on 1st of January was hard to do. <3



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